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Jen I could tell her truth and lies just to hold her by my side Make her love me with my eyes make her see that we are right Make her laugh and make her cry I know with out her i would die Her eyes a majestic black Her skin so smooth Her hair is demanding her gestures so rude Oh how i want her Oh how i want to be deep inside Never can i have her 'til she feels that love is right She must want me (i need to be needed) Can't she want me (how long have i pleaded) |
| Her Sickness The serial killer hides in the dark Watcing and waiting and finding her mark Her eyes are black with a hint of dull red They control men as she takes them to bed Her hair black and wild like a crazed bat Left over pubes after every attack A sexual appeal like no other She morphs her body to look like mother The skin on her a sweet, sweet pale pink silk She glides on past men like creamy fresh milk She holds a dragon with ruby red eyes The knife that stabs with whispering lies She draws her signature in man pig's blood As a black widow spider she seems loved And she ponders on her limp penis throne She wonders when her name will be well known |
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the Soul i need inside You can't be that one I need inside of me I can't see all this hate inside of me You can't be the one here to set me free I can't see how you could ever set me free Thinking of you ice cold thoughts Thinking of you stone cold prosperity Thinking of you blinded by apathy Thinking of you It just can't be Pheremons, Endorphins the thoughts they are causing Chemicals in my blood can't understand love You can't be that one I need inside of me I can't see all this hate inside of me You can't be the one here to set me free I can't see how you could ever set me free Being in you left with uncertainty Being in you slow down quit eating me Being in you can't see prosperity Being in you blinded by apathy Being in you it just can't be |
| life from yesterday 'til tomaroow It's so demanding everyday of my life The suffering and pain why can't i just die A spiritual euphoria or Hellish crap I don't care where i go as long as I go in a snap The boredom and the tedium are too much to bare the interest in the games I play are as fun as my ear Not thrilling but well annoyed What happened to life with joy Where did my insides go Will you be here when i blow WITH THIS HATE AND THIS PAIN AND THE TEARING OF A STONE COLD HEART AND A LAZYNESS THAT TEARS SOULS MISTYNESS APART WITH THE APATHY AND ANTIPATHY OF A MIND COMPLETELY NUMB Oh, how i wish i'd stayed dumb |
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Great Expectations I never had expectations to meet never had to do more than scrub feet I never had a wretched girl by my side never had a criminal pay for my ride And yet i wonder why deep inside I need Great Expectations to be alive Why do I want to be the proper man Why do i want to be innocent again Do i really want all that rich galore or do I want to screw every whore |
| From I to Me You are the one deep inside of me You hold me down so i can't breath Your tears of joy are lost to me My desperate cries are never free ___I am that one deep inside of you ___I hold you to all that's pure and true ___I made our veins clensed anew ___My ravaged hate is growing too ___You cried I'm caged up ___You lied that's made up ___You tried to stay up ___You died I gave up ___Just shut up i don't want to think about it ___My mind is crying out, disturbed and torn and crowded This need you need to control inside of me is causing me to believe I am never free held down and breathless and so paralyzed Why can't we speak inside and make everything all right... |
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Ghost Whore I can't complain how life affected me i cannot feel it's inner necessity I live no longer in my body Conjured only for your sodomy Organics burned and whisked away I haunt your dreams night and day You have your pain felt regrets Knowing forever you're in my debt Sticking my soul to never rest For always I shall be your geust |
| Sleeping Awake The dancing checkered spheres Twist and turn everywhere An angel male falls to the sky to bring me down so very high Two lanky arms they drop me up to lay me upside down To a quaint silenced grave in my violent eager town The city lights unexsisting here Blast the pain to be insincere And i become the crow-ned heir To a spewing fountain of despair And i float up as misty cloud through the airs ground to fall out of this town To once again feel nothing With a false upside down frown To wake again and feel the sleep And realize my existance bleak This boring lile troubled world full of hopes and dreams Gives no hope to change at all in my deprived common reality |
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Rot What to think? What to wonder? The world tells me, then makes me shudder. It has a loathe for freedom brought, and knows that one day we all rot. Forced to apathetic lies, no one ever really tries. Then once all over again we only have a choice to sin. We sit and ponder all false hopes, and fill the worlds triumphant gloats, then wonder some more abroad, loosing into numbing fog, of mindless motioned thoughts that feel today souls will rot. |
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